MellowShade

About to change the way that you look at me

I gave up a long time ago wanting to be free

Now am content with my eyes closed and can’t see

Only want to survive as long as I can

I don’t have any goals I am an ignorant man

I am a child of the night who is lost in the dark

I didn’t have a chance I lost from the start

I know there are choices for my to see

But I am to damn lazy and trifling

I treat my sister like a piece of dirt

I call her a bitch and other things that are worst

Traditions and manners don’t mean anything you see

I am raw and what you see is the real me

So don’t come around telling me to be cool

I ain’t cool old school

I am new school cruel

You made the beast that you see before you

You left me fatherless and homeless no clue

I am the hate that hate made the reflection of you

There is no compromise and you can’t talk to me

I am as dark and as low as you will find

I am a new age nigga

This is my state of mind

Hamzatu